Maybe Life Is Not a Problem

I awoke the other morning with a thought too good to be my own. It was the type of thought that sheds light on all your other thoughts, even thoughts you have been thinking without even knowing it, as morning sunlight might do to your back lawn, revealing the toys left out the night before.

As the thought too good to be my own (which we shall return to shortly) rose up within me, one such toy thought it revealed was this one:  The goal of life is to solve problems.

The problems of life for the modern-day Christian are many. First, there is the problem of living in a manner so as to be perfectly acceptable before our Creator. Then there is the problem of living in a manner so as to be maximally blessed, which has its own set of sub-problems, such as the problem of walking in divine health and divine favor, and also the problem of walking in divine financial prosperity.

Then there are the problems of everyday life (in case you think the above ones are not about everyday life) such as how to find a mate and have a good marriage, how to raise godly children, how to communicate effectively, how to avoid worry, how to be a good leader, how to break free from destructive behavior and addiction — and so on.

Life has so many problems, it is reasonable to think that the goal of life is to solve them. It is reasonable to think of life as sort of a super-problem, consisting of a matrix of smaller problems, all designed to challenge our problem-solving abilities. And that our highest calling before God is to do so.

Especially when one consider the modern three-point sermon, and the vast selection of Christian blog post titles out there, such as:

  • 5 Tips for Overcoming Fear about the Future
  • How to Make Right Decisions
  • How to Break out of a Victim Mentality
  • 8 Steps for Walking out of a Poverty Mindset
  • 5 Ways to Stop Discouragement from Getting the Best of You
  • The Number One Way to Get Unstuck in Life

Yes, life is a problem, and God is the problem-designer, and we are the problem-solvers. And God’s deepest desire is that we get better at solving problems. And the better we are at solving problems, the more of God’s blessing we experience. For solving problems is what it means to be fully human.

As opposed to solving problems being merely the means by which we become fully human.

That was my thought at least. As I have mentioned already, I was not aware I had even been thinking it. It wasn’t as if I had heard it in a 3-point sermon or read it in a recent blog post. None of my fellow churchgoers had uttered it to me in passing conversation. It was just there, in the cadence and activity of the modern church body, each member focused on figuring out how to get more of God to improve their lives.

But then the thought too good to be my own rose up within me, in all its simplicity: Maybe life is not a problem.

Maybe life is not a problem to be solved. Maybe the purpose of life is not to solve life’s problems. Maybe the purpose of life is something else entirely.

But in life, there are problems. And those problems cannot — should not — be ignored. What do you mean, maybe life is not a problem? For me, life is certainly a problem. And I am hell-bent on solving it!

So I said in my heart. But as I sat pondering this new thought, I realized there is a big difference between life having problems and life being a problem.

If life merely has problems, then we are — and life itself is — more than the problems we solve. We are called to something greater than solving problems. Granted, we might have to solve problems in this life. But we only do so that we might be in a position to fulfill the real goal of life —that we might be fully human.

But if life is a problem — that is, we see the goal of life as figuring out how to master God’s laws and principles that we might live most successfully — then solving problems becomes our purpose. Our highest calling before God becomes being really good problem-solvers.

Maybe life is not a problem to be solved. Not only this, maybe the problems we encounter in life are not even ours to solve. Maybe life is such that the problems we face are solved while we are focusing on something else.

While I was caught up with the thought too good to be my own, I saw a picture. It was the body of Christ spread across the whole earth. And when the world looked upon it, it did not see a people diligently trying to figure out the problems of life. It saw instead a reflection of Himself. From greatest to least, each member a uniquely created expression of all that He is, and all that He hopes to be, to a lost and dying world.

So lift up your eyes, child of God. Beyond your problems, and all your efforts to to solve them. Your destiny lies beyond.

What Do You Expect? Living with an Absolutely Impossible God

This post is the result of a failed experiment.

Exactly four weeks ago (yes, my faithful readers, that is how long it has been since I have posted), my college-aged son came to me with a question. It was precipitated by a healing service he had attended at a local church, which had been a positive experience, but which left him wondering: What can we actually expect from God as far as miraculous healing is concerned? Continue reading “What Do You Expect? Living with an Absolutely Impossible God”

The Tight Rope

Pastor Kris Vallotton of Bethel Church in Redding, California is known for addressing relevant topics in the Christian life in a down-to-earth and honest manner. He lives up to the tagline of his blog: Raw, Real and Relevant. Time and again, his blog posts — though drawing conclusions I do not always agree with — cause me to think hard about what it is I believe and what it means to be a Christian. Continue reading “The Tight Rope”

God’s Mosquito

To my readers: Here’s a mid-week bonus between our usual essays. If you’d like to hear the back-story for this poem, or share your own experience pertaining to its content, leave a comment. Enjoy!

I am God’s mosquito;
I have nothing to fear.
I may be small in my eyes but
I’m buzzing in His ear.

Before the Throne of Heaven
I may be but a pest,
But day and night I’m praying
I’m giving Him no rest.

In darkness drawn to Divine warmth
And also Divine breath
Am I, and I unyielding shall
Escape the cords of death.

The acts of God past present still
To come are without number
And I shall now — say what you will —
Awake him from His slumber.

The Mirror

Spieglen, Spieglen an der Wand
Wer ist die Schönste im ganzen Land?
— from Snow White

These words are perhaps the most famous in children’s literature. Translated to English, they read: “Mirror, mirror on the wall / Who is the fairest one of all?” (literally, in all the kingdom). The queen uttered these words, and she was always greeted with the favorable answer,  “Ihr seid die Schönste” (“You are the fairest”). Till one day, things changed.

Humanity may not be as vain as the queen in this oft-told fairy tale, but we do have an obsessive relationship with the mirror. It is difficult for example for us to think about our lives without thinking about how we are perceived in them. No matter how much we may be dedicated to the pursuit of happiness, we know how we live matters. We know we were meant to be more than just happy; we were meant to be beautiful.

And no matter where we fall on the political spectrum, we feel that this is true not only for ourselves individually but for humanity as a whole. In a recent poll conducted by Pew Research Center, forty percent of Millennials said the government should make illegal any free speech that may be considered offensive to minority groups.

In contrast, the authors of the Constitution penned the following words two centuries ago: “Congress shall make no law . . . prohibiting the free exercise [of religion] or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press.”

Though very different, these viewpoints have something in common. Both represent a vision for society, a commitment to creating a better world. We believe — many of us strongly — that society should act and function in a certain way. And our reasons go beyond what is personally advantageous to us. We are committed to the idea that humanity, too, should be beautiful.

But politics aside, we do have a rather troubled history with the mirror. For there is one thing a mirror cannot do: it cannot change what we see. It can only show what is.

Now in the case of the Queen, the mirror also told her that there was one more beautiful that she, and to an extent every mirror functions in this manner. In it, we not only see what is but what should be. We may see ourselves, but we may also hear, “Ah, but there is one more beautiful still.” Like the queen, we do not see our own beauty. We only see the gap between what we are and what we could be, or perhaps what we, compared to a human beings in all its perfection, were meant to be.

What makes the mirror so troubling is that none of us can stand the idea that we are not beautiful. We may call the queen vain, but that is because her idea of beauty was only skin-deep, and we know true beauty runs much deeper. We may accept we are less than beautiful on the outside because we know our beauty lies elsewhere. But none of us can survive the thought that our beauty lies nowhere.

The dreadful reality of the Christian life is that God Himself is the Ultimate Mirror, transcending both outward appearance and inward realities, where our deepest secrets lie. We fear what He sees, and what He may reflect back to us. We dread to hear the words, “There is One more fair than thee.” We fear we are altogether unlovely, even condemnable.

But the paradoxical beauty of the Christian life is that through the death of Jesus Christ, we become all the beauty we do not otherwise possess. Through a forgiveness that transcends both outward and inward realities, He removes from us all that is not beautiful.

And then he does (or better put, has done) something quite incredible: “Having canceled [all] which stood against us and condemned us; he has taken it away, nailing it to the Cross.” (Colossians 2:14). Jesus has shattered the mirror, and has Himself become our reflection, imputing to us the beauty that He Himself possesses.

The mistake we often make as children of God is believing that the Cross has somehow left us less than beautiful. Like the queen, we are still haunted by the idea that we are unlovely.

And in our quiet desperation to make ourselves beautiful, we cling to the mirror, hoping it has some magical quality to change us. We focus on all that is within us that is not lovely, thinking that doing so will somehow make us lovely.

But in Christianity we only become more beautiful by understanding how beautiful in Christ we already are. This is not mere power of positive thinking. Rather, without understanding how beautiful we are before God, our intimate relationship in Christ cannot get off the ground. We will remain hidden from Him, trying to find a place in His Kingdom by our own efforts. And like the queen, we will be driven to eliminate from our kingdom anyone or anything more beautiful than we are.

But the queen need not fear, for in Christ she finds within herself the very one she seeks. To her question, the only voice she hears now says, “There is one more fair, and it is thee.”